This is sumthin i really dunno how to react... the thing is rite now i just ended widh ma final semister tests n m all on meetin all ma relatives, cousins, frnz. so the problem is i feel it hard to recollect how to behave widh them. i feel they'll be shocked to see the drastic "CHANGE" in ma behaviour. i really feel strange to present maself infront of them like d way i was before three years. so i m usually tryin to act as DUMB as possible like earlier. i haf started laughin on d plainest jokes thrown at me. i feel m unorthodoxically gone serious, but still i'm tryin to behave how i was before i left everybody.. i feel LIFE's confusing me n i m confusing maself a lot actually !
Help me GOD, to find d older TILU !
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Saturday, June 7, 2008
My WISH
I have this wishTo feel the face, I looked ontoEvery moment I felt low.To touch the fineness, of the formWhich comforted my fearsTo hold hands, warm and tightWhat moulded my ideasI have this wishI could blink my eyesYet see you clearAs if you never faded off my subconsciousYou got me out through the worst phases of my lifeYou talked me out through my greatest mistakesYou thought otherwise when I said am not worth itI asked you to leave, instead you stayed backAll from a boundary of worldly sayingsI have this wishTo be touched by your energiesI want you to stayAs my condition followsTo emerge from the shackles of your bound inhibitionsHeart in heart, I want you to leaveThe intangible truth, lying in the demarcationThat stays foever, tagged to the wishWhich I always will long....
Dancin in the rain !
Dancing in the Rains
The eyes stared back at meWhile I was enjoying the breezeThat was hitting my faceAnd the rains cameAlong with thundering stormsPainting the sky purple and black huesI jumped with the first drop on my handAnd after a little reluctanceJoined the people dancing in the rainsI danced till the cold hit my spineTill my feet ached with numbnessAnd I shivered with want of getting warmthEverything started reacting slower and anesthetizedBut the mind was functioning like a machineSeeming never to stop thinking and believingI never liked rainsAs it made my mood somberBut i needed to wash some guilt off meAnd I needed to wince in happinessOf releasing the painI needed to live a new lifeAll by starting over againAnd doing things I feared or dislikedLittle moments of enjoying myselfLittle moments of celebrating myselfI smiled a bit and let the eyes stare back at meWishing tomorrow rains do comeAnd I soak myself inside outAs have imaginedFrom the day I lost a friend
The eyes stared back at meWhile I was enjoying the breezeThat was hitting my faceAnd the rains cameAlong with thundering stormsPainting the sky purple and black huesI jumped with the first drop on my handAnd after a little reluctanceJoined the people dancing in the rainsI danced till the cold hit my spineTill my feet ached with numbnessAnd I shivered with want of getting warmthEverything started reacting slower and anesthetizedBut the mind was functioning like a machineSeeming never to stop thinking and believingI never liked rainsAs it made my mood somberBut i needed to wash some guilt off meAnd I needed to wince in happinessOf releasing the painI needed to live a new lifeAll by starting over againAnd doing things I feared or dislikedLittle moments of enjoying myselfLittle moments of celebrating myselfI smiled a bit and let the eyes stare back at meWishing tomorrow rains do comeAnd I soak myself inside outAs have imaginedFrom the day I lost a friend
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