Wow it's been a festive called as "GATORI AMAWASYA". nothin more like it. u kno its like a ban for drinkin n eatin non veg for a whole month called as "SHRAVAN" accordin to hindu calender in INDIA. So, bein a hindu i gotta follow it anyhow ! i feel it difficult to ban drinkin for a whole month. But still considering m just 21 it says its OK to ban for a single whole fuckin month. The contradiction is m just 21 n ma statements doesnt mean i drink every single fuckin DAY. it just means i cant drink weneva i felt to ! Nways its 12:30 AM 2'nd August'08.... n actually the gatori amawasya has been actually started since 4 Hrs. n the metephor is i haf already Drunk like HELL . the best part is m HOME Mom's home father's home. everybody is home n still m DRUNK.. the best of all is no one NO one knos m fuckin DRUNK ! U kno life says m just fuckin outta college, done widh GRAD n got brand Nu wings to FLy in this world ! i dunno wad M gonna do afta ma grads in this fuckin whore kinda world.. still i believe i m gonna survive ANYHOW at the TOP. i feel weneva m put into bad situations, i fight, i struggle, i sumtimes vacate, but find it enough gud to be on top at the END. in ma whole fuckin life wad i haf come to kno is, i haf never invested in right O' proper begnin, but always into finishing touches!thats for sure. i never comply widh how does it start rather than how does it ENd. end always haf a gud point to DEBATE ! it tells u the whole holy shit bout the complicansy of the situations. James blunt's 1973 is gettin me into sum gud mood of writing ! i dunno Y but i luv this GUY. blunt james blunt. really always tries to put sum nu crap of this as same stale as hitlers mess.No one can tell whad a stuff he can come up widh.. thats wad life goes intrestin wen no one knos wads one is gonna come up widh. U kno m drunk n i too kno m drunk....so it doesnt comply widh the rules wad i shud write o wad i m writin in this fuckin tale like POST. It feels gud though to c later how i write afta bein whole trunk size drunk !Ma life is total FAIR like as of now. meetin old mates, loads of PINTS, loads of outdoor eatings. parents sorta gud health, mine gud health, things goin smooth as old RUSSIAN VODKA ! wad the HELL can i ask more for ?as most of the GRADS i feel i lack is money problem. i wish if i had sum more ten thousands of bux to spend left afta ma tution fees bein paid at any fuckin specific unversity.Rite now i want to Post grads into fields of software technology o either into fields of geneti engineerin considering of biochemistry o biofuckintechnology, but i dunnnnnnnn haf enopugh " FUNDS" to flourish ma self wid ma own priorities. i sumtimes awkwardly feel SACHIN TENDULKAR OR SAURAV GANGULY shud some up widh providin widh sum financial AIDS to students like me who wish to soar up in the high skies. No worries i'll later return them the amounts wad i need rite now. but atleast the shud feel like promotin the nu age students to fulfill their dreams. atleast they haf got so much to spare. phewwwwwwwwwww... forget it y shud i think of sumone's help to glitter up ma own career. its ma own thing n i gotta kick up ma self anyhow to claim it as of ma OWN career. i really want to be a SELF MADE MANas i haf always BEEN ! i WANT to earn ma own RADO, ma own OMEGA. seein back i feel m rite on track, just a few furious delicate moments of life to take care of. else everything will run on ma OWN WISH..... SO life u betta WATCH, KID'S on ua pursuit ! ha ha ha ha ha i luv maself so much ! so fuckin.......muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !