The White Dream !Man, what should i say bout that ? m shattered to tell what kinda freakish dreams i have started to get.Life is like no job as of now, "cherished" break up, bit of more dopes, enjoyin soul bein at home ! So it all began with the break up thing. She lasted for all big five months. i dun want to talk bout her, coz itwill again clarify that i was always wrong ! she's really cute, adorable gurl. actually she was really sumone my type ! i dunno where things went wrong, O' it's like i dun want to kno where n why i went wrong ! b'coz it's always ME, who mess up things : ( It was really hard to cope up with the breakup thing with HER. i never had thought of it. But asusual life always brings what u don't want. She's really gud human being. What i think is i cranked out 80 % n she topped with the remainin 20 % of the misunderstandings ! but......... c'mon its all over. i gotta move on. MAY BE SHE WAS NOT MEANT FOR ME. May be i was not suitin her lifestyle. may be we both were irritatin eachother unknowingly. Nah the last MAY BE could never be the reason for trundle of troubles ! Nways, now bout the dream. I see myself on a small, very small circular island made up of WHITE sand. bluish green water surrounds the circumference. n the bounds of the island are fenced with jail like chain links. It's still so cold to see myself held on that island.And now comes the worst part of it. To feel more like hell i see a bigger island just beside where i was. The realterror strikes now. i saw all my EXs standin in a semi circle show me the midfinger. I was really slogged away bytheir deep peirceing stances. every single gurl now was with life partner o' so called same dumb person like themselves ! @#*@ phew...! why all of a sudden all of them came to see me in my dream. i was sweatin like ruffled towel. Nways, ahead i saw HER. Yes, i mean the recent one. she too was with someone else ! Now this for sure felt me like i was being stuffed to put on for a barbecue. IT DID HURT man. BIG time ! ! i dunno why. but u kno its the dream. so it had to hurt me. I just kept starin both of their hands holdin eachothers. Man this dream really hurt me. when i tried to come close to her to speak i was broken to hear something from her. SHE states me as the biggest loser. i accept it without a jerk ! the last words from her before i woke up were," It's so wierd to SEEthis MORON again". "i thought GOD wouldnt make me see this jerk one more time to feel cursed real hard in life. " Man i couldnt believe SHE really did say those words for me ! nways the end comes near now. Everybody moves in whites around me with their Midfingers quite upright towards me. n I find most ALONE of a lifetime. !!i really think i'm never gonna cherish so called a word "partnership" in this life ! hushhhh...... man i have really started gettin CHILDISH dreams.. time to say the verdict : LOVE AINT FOR ME.IT'S HECTIC. IT'S COMPLICATED. IT'S A LOT MORE FURIOUS THAN IT SEEMS ! really not ma cup of tea.
Remember me whenever you see a sunrise,Remember me whenever you see a star,Remember me whenever you see a rainbowOr woods in autumn colors from afar.
Remember me whenever you see the rosesOr seagulls sailing high in a sky of blue.Remember me whenever you see wavesShining in the sun.And remember, I'll be remembering you!
Remember me whenever you see a teardrop,Or meadows still wet with the morning dew.Remember me whenever you feel loveGrowing in your heart.And remember, I'll be remembering you!
