Its d last weekend before semister xam starts... n m hard on it ! oh WTF, m i really into it? no i can't lie to maself....... m really pissin off this semister,wad i was supposed to do n wad m doin !really m off d track since last two weeks ! there r two reasons behind this mess! 1.First is thinkin too much bout life xperiences n second is insecurity of losin ma gurl.
1. I need to losen up the strongly holded strings of life n let it breath easy ! m takin life too serious at the moment, i need to let it live by itself. I need to let it sweetened up by lettin it find itself moments to relax.... thts the answer for the first question !
no.two : ha ha ha where m i? m really in a dream wid HER,i find her in ma arms, i uncurl her hair relyin on ma shoulder,i kiss her forehead,she sees ma eyes deep,i find her askin me will i make her luv till end of time? i find her rhetorics too penetratin....thats d moment i wake up n smack everything off its place. I notice she aint her wid me, she is truly absent! wad i have is just her afterglow....n i ditch maself hard for not lettin ma luv known to her! she then stands like a uncoloured pictured in front me! thts the reality, i didnt let her kno i luv her n luved her hard...its not her fault,its me settin off the DESIRES..suddenly she appeared me relyin on OTHER shoulder !! oh i can't accept this. i can't !!!
eh... but there aint other way now.. its the reality n i dunno wad to do ! i use "......" pauses always in btw ma sentences coz m still waitin sumthin to happen n m tryin to let ma hope live.
Its not like tht m alone,there r loads of "anothers" other than "HER" ,to tell 8 Cats r movin around patiently but m not made for them. ok let me finish this junk! i luv HER n will be luvin only HER till end of maself...
and i dun seem any answer to the above mentioned second question.... its incomplete.........................!
I was asked by mom if i drink, bhoy its was really catchin ma nerves to answer but i did wat i was supposed to answer... mom left a sigh n it was silence on both d receivers for almost 30 seconds,but it seemed like 30 years! mom then said "beta,unfold uaself to me!" Swear i was waitin for this words,still i didnt tell anything to her. she said "son,just losen up uaself.take time n come over it" i was stunned how she came to kno wat i was facin.
then it was me n frndz n litres of beer! rak,nil,swapy,sandy,raj n abhi n it all started how to swallow craps of LIFE.....
but now i realize wat i gotta do! Luv is not meant for me!
today i got millions of feelin gushin in ma mind, but i hve to keep them alive for next post !!
.......................................LIFE's Gud - Timesless Assets!
1. I need to losen up the strongly holded strings of life n let it breath easy ! m takin life too serious at the moment, i need to let it live by itself. I need to let it sweetened up by lettin it find itself moments to relax.... thts the answer for the first question !
no.two : ha ha ha where m i? m really in a dream wid HER,i find her in ma arms, i uncurl her hair relyin on ma shoulder,i kiss her forehead,she sees ma eyes deep,i find her askin me will i make her luv till end of time? i find her rhetorics too penetratin....thats d moment i wake up n smack everything off its place. I notice she aint her wid me, she is truly absent! wad i have is just her afterglow....n i ditch maself hard for not lettin ma luv known to her! she then stands like a uncoloured pictured in front me! thts the reality, i didnt let her kno i luv her n luved her hard...its not her fault,its me settin off the DESIRES..suddenly she appeared me relyin on OTHER shoulder !! oh i can't accept this. i can't !!!
eh... but there aint other way now.. its the reality n i dunno wad to do ! i use "......" pauses always in btw ma sentences coz m still waitin sumthin to happen n m tryin to let ma hope live.
Its not like tht m alone,there r loads of "anothers" other than "HER" ,to tell 8 Cats r movin around patiently but m not made for them. ok let me finish this junk! i luv HER n will be luvin only HER till end of maself...
and i dun seem any answer to the above mentioned second question.... its incomplete.........................!
I was asked by mom if i drink, bhoy its was really catchin ma nerves to answer but i did wat i was supposed to answer... mom left a sigh n it was silence on both d receivers for almost 30 seconds,but it seemed like 30 years! mom then said "beta,unfold uaself to me!" Swear i was waitin for this words,still i didnt tell anything to her. she said "son,just losen up uaself.take time n come over it" i was stunned how she came to kno wat i was facin.
then it was me n frndz n litres of beer! rak,nil,swapy,sandy,raj n abhi n it all started how to swallow craps of LIFE.....
but now i realize wat i gotta do! Luv is not meant for me!
today i got millions of feelin gushin in ma mind, but i hve to keep them alive for next post !!
.......................................LIFE's Gud - Timesless Assets!
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