Sunday, December 24, 2006

Et lux in tenebris lucet !

What a day i had ! truly gr8 one... hushh finally got ma tests knocked down. And i was waitin for this moment since last month. These were the longest time engulfin tests i ve ever appeared in ma life. I completed ma paper in 1.45 hrs which was of full 3 hrs. I see ma mates findin the whole three hrs inadequate for the test,n this lets me wobbled wat do they write so much ? #@*$#.....bhenchod saale all of them just pretend as if thy are writin whole set out,lekin kamine log chaflusi karte rehte hain.. ; )
Anyways, today I got ma first ever letter posted to father. I've posted a lot to mother,cousins,frnds. But,man this was really the most special one sharin a true MAN to MAN talk. M lookin forward to get his words bout this one. I kno he's gonna be DAZZLED seein wat his son has been upto ! I never shared this kinda thts to him face to face. It was only mom i used to get ma wierd thoughts kindled. I just tht , common now its father's turn ! n i bet he's truly gonna be SURPRISED or wat so ever called SHAKEN.
Bout the day, seven of the closest of us were chillin off at CCD just behind the college. Naina,Rakshita,Sukhi,Lala,me,Shroffie n Sarika ! sub ke sub kamine phir bhi ek se nagine... i was last to enter as usual, none of us is so intelligent or attentive to discuss bout d test ! V hardly do tht ; ) it was all like ek baar gaya so gaya BHAAD main ! Things were being discussed bout vacations n all bout tht. Then it turned upon me coz m leavin to home very soon.. betaa galiya toh khani hi thi i said to maself.Suddenly all of these fOckers wen dead n concentrated on a couple just behind us. It was like umm..daal pak rahi hain,lol. Saale kabhi nahi sudhrenge. The couple was discussin bout their future life..n all plans were being laid. Shroffie got first pebble n passed it in btw quickly :-
Shroffie - "Guys,lets get our views bout each of ours life partner !"
(i was like ....eh wat happened to this gurl?,sarika caught ma raised eyebrow n went after me)
Sarika - "Boy, get me ur FLAVOUR !"
Me - "m dumb bout tht . i'll pour later bout tht."
Suki jumped in,
Suki - "I want her to be mature, diehard sports fan,gud cook n thts all !"
Rakshita - "Saale raat bhar kya kabbadi khelne wale ho kya?"
All broke in a wild laughter..man,his face deserved to be seen ! this gurl is really a mess...i tht.
Lala - "Rakshita,m flat on you !! pls say yeah ! "[ lala's try no. 27 to fetch her ;) ]
Rakshita - "munna sudharja, pitega !"
Every body of us knew she had sumthing goin in her mind bout him already but itne jaldi woh pighalne walo main se nahi hain !
Naina - "Common abhi, unfold atlest a minor.."
Now I really had no option !"
Me - "...hmm... ... ...... ..... ! .....again a long sigh !"
Obviously,the kicks i recieved for this kinda reply were appropriate ; )
but wat do i do? i never tht bout this in ma life till now :
Lala - "Chal be bol de bhav na khaa !"
Me - "Since u'll kno m gonna b a perfect ROLLIN STONE, so i see her to b strong,i see her as a gurl kno no bounds,i see her as ma FUEL,i see inspiration in her,i sense infinite depth of luv, i taste dedication in her words,i feel her as a lightnin ! yeah guys i mean it. i need her to hold me back wen m down, i wan her to rely on ma shoulder wen she's in blue......."
I felt to stop..coz everyone was so concentrated wat i was utterin. I was stunned to see them get so blended in d words i was speakin.
Me- okie, thts mine gurl...everbody else go on !
Naina,Sarika at the same time - "I desire for a rollin stone !!"
Both of them saw at each other anxiously, a big gappppppp of silence....and it resulted in a loud very loud laughter at the end!!!!
Now on the way back to flat, "M i really gonna get wat i asked for?"
oh fuck it ! Its all happenin again. I was happy,wen love had not touched ma life,but now i feel LOVE IS AS STRONG AS DEATH !
Ok leave it for the moment. If its for me, it will surely come to me... till then m DROWNED in buildin up ma career! N boy m really in love wid wad m doin right now. i saw a chopper hoverin over the HAL site. Wierd tht came in ma mind. It treid to relate ma life to d chopper. I feel I have a lift off same as the chopper doomed in high skies. Me too feel the thrust in ma life. Wad i miss at the moment is d tail rotar which deflected tht chopper in a proper direction. I got the idea n m workin on it now !!
Hmmm........
Life - timeless assets ...!