Friday, September 12, 2008

What should I say about this?

At first I would like to recollect, its ma first Ganesh festival celebration after 4 years. The reason is since I was not present in Maharashtra due to completion of ma Grads in Karnataka State, This is ma first time enjoying the festive along then. Ahoy! It feels so living to see those ganesh mandals, those electrifying “Kaaryakartas”, hair raiser decorations and above all tones n really tones of seeing girls who came along to visit various ganesh mandals! There is nothing like it. Absolutely Beautiful environment at this specific time of year.This year ma colony residents decided to reside Ganesh Idol on the main crossroad. Looking back I still remember ma colony residents have been always come first to celebrate this kinda festive through out the year like ganesh festive, Navratri, Gokulastami, etc. But since last three four years due to some residents death n all other mishaps our Mandal couldn’t place any event of any sort. So those were really soggy years I still feel. But this year it feels so awakening, cozza arrangement of placing ganesh idol again on ma favorite crossroad of ma town. This year we have placed an idol of seven n half feet tall and its so cute n adorable. How can anyone feel better than this afta such a long time! I just luv it man.
So, now comes the real story. One of ma closest friend “bhatya” came to ma place n argued for a visit to all town mandals decoration. As usual I denied at first. But later I found it quite irritating to misconduct him. Then I got stride on his super kool “M80” sorta scooter sorta moped sorta bike. Later I found it nothing but a yawning ride. Then we came to a Mandal called as “Bhagwa chowk mirtra Mandal”. This year what I explored is all mandals were in competition to organize a well settled live performance by Mandal Kaaryakartas. Pin pointing at this Mandal, they were performing a “NAATAK” named ‘ganesh raaya bharat varsha vachavaya’. At first it seemed nothing but a simple orthodox play. But when I saw the ‘sutradhaar’ I mean it’s the anchor of the play. It was a gurl. She’s fairer than average, cat eyes, actually Hazel eyes! She may be just half a feet shorter than me. I guess her shorter than half a feet to me. Then, sorta little bit light brown streax in middle brown hair. Hair till lower neck. Free ear lobes. Gorgeous nose up point. So authentically carved Hips! Stunning feet. Much more than complex expressions while playing a defined role. Full throttled energy while dancing, extremely cute movements while leaving the stage. Extremely cute nah actually I feel I have really never seen a gurl widh such cute movements in this life. She was in pure Marathi ethnic dress up. She had worn a naavvari sari! I remember it was maroon colored. And a lovely ornament called “NATH” on the nose. It’s like a nose ring. Basically a longed version of it. It’s made up of pearls n gold widh a shinning star on top of it! She looked sooooooooooooo beautiful. I really couldn’t believe I could ever notice a gurl as perfect as HER. She seemed nothing but a perfect bride to me. But now comes the fuckin best part of this lovely stance share between her n me. I was completely drowned in just staring at her. Bhoy she caught me while doing so. She took me noticing, though I was covered in a whole herd of other animals called people. Ma heart beat skipped forty fifty beats! Really. Then she kept noticing me in between the play again n again. I did the same. I felt sumthing weird here. I was luvin it though!Now I wanted to check if she was really checkin me out. Today is the second day I went to same Mandal n stared here like a wild stag again. At beginning I was at ma usual place. She saw me! Quickly her expressions were deeper. Much more living. She was I can say ACTIVE. The thing came to ma mind was, I felt she was just waiting for ma arrival. Seeing me she looked so enthralled. I want to make a mark here. I REALLY LUVED HER WAY OF ANTICIPATIN ME. I just felt there was none but just me n her on the stage. Same freaking exactly like bollywood. I kept lookin at her widh out missing a blink of an eye. She did the same whenever she got chance. I loved those moments from the bottom of ma heart! I don’t even remember how the first time of the play ended. I kept lookin at her n that’s it. Today I was widh ma best mate “Sumba”. I had told him bout the nicehap, a day before. So he had accompanied me to analyze it. He made it affirmative to go for a true relationship till the end of time seeing both of us involved from a distance yet so churned twists in it. I luv her in all way. But here I want to say I dunno know if I m in true luv o wadeva called as luv at first sight. Notice to ma GFs! Gurls play safe. Don’t take it personally. I still feel it confusing if its luv, I mean true luv to her. So stay in peace. M still yours till now. I mean till this moment. Whatever! But can’t say hence forth. Ha ha ha ha! I know m dickhead! Afta the first time of the play I was eager to see HER back. Alas ! she came back on stage. I was relieved! I wanted her badly. I like her so much! It feels she had the same feeling too. Just cozza lookin her smile at me. I admired her open heartedly! But this time she hadn’t have her “NATH” tucked to her nose. Still she appeared so freaking gorgeous. Really very pure, innocent, complete! I was feeling uncomfortable to make any kinda signal to her. But I dared anyhow. I signaled her while she stared at me as if where was her nose ring I mean her ‘nath’ with the help of ma hands n fingers. Man she absorbed it so smoothly. As soon as the second turn of the play ended, I was again waiting for her to come on stage. Those five to seven minutes were really killers. As soon as I herd the announcement of the start of the play I jumped to ma usual place of standing n lookin for her. I wanted to check if she really was noticing me or just playing widh the eyesight of hers. I was nervous to know if she had worn the ‘nath’ this time o not. It was going to define whole lot complexions between us. It was going to prove if we really shared a world of our own in those two days o not. It meant a lot to me though. But when I saw, she was back on stage, I was welcomed widh a deep flourishing smile from her accompanied widh the beautiful ‘nath’ placed on the left side of her nose. It felt so sweet. Really so pacifying at heart. I think I can guess if I m in love this time. I want it to be TRUE LUV THIS TIME! Lord Ganesh please listen to me this time. I felt to go n kiss her gently for being ma silence lover for the two days, n I promise I wont forget her till the end of ma life. I still have goose worms remembering her. She looked so many times at me. N so I did. I wish never comes an end between her n me. I sorta luv that gurl. M proved she loves me too. This aint one sided traffic. I want to talk to her. I want to caress her. I want to make her mine. FOREVER !