Dancing in the Rains
The eyes stared back at meWhile I was enjoying the breezeThat was hitting my faceAnd the rains cameAlong with thundering stormsPainting the sky purple and black huesI jumped with the first drop on my handAnd after a little reluctanceJoined the people dancing in the rainsI danced till the cold hit my spineTill my feet ached with numbnessAnd I shivered with want of getting warmthEverything started reacting slower and anesthetizedBut the mind was functioning like a machineSeeming never to stop thinking and believingI never liked rainsAs it made my mood somberBut i needed to wash some guilt off meAnd I needed to wince in happinessOf releasing the painI needed to live a new lifeAll by starting over againAnd doing things I feared or dislikedLittle moments of enjoying myselfLittle moments of celebrating myselfI smiled a bit and let the eyes stare back at meWishing tomorrow rains do comeAnd I soak myself inside outAs have imaginedFrom the day I lost a friend