I WANNA DIE LIVIN !

y do i need to wait till its gonna ripe, y do i hafto survive in this fast lane, y do i hafto hang ON? y do i hafto suffer till it cranks ? y do i hafto break but not bend ?? y does life asks more from wad i haf got ?? sumtimes i feel to go down d drain af life ! but d only thing avoids me doin dat r d iron balls i haf got ! he has got me ROOTS, he has got me wings !